Saturday, March 6, 2010

Good Girl Gone Bad

I have done a lot of mistakes in my life, and how i wish i could turn back time to correct them. But i guess, mistakes are there to give us lessons to learn for.

Three years ago, i made one of the biggest mistakes of my life. Because i lack self confidence, i started to become a POSER. I used different people, made so many lies about my life. It wasn't really my plan, but i regret every second of it. Even came to as far as having relationships with people i knew and knew me as another. As all lie ends, it ended really bad. The guy i was with that time found the real girl i was using. He found out about me POSING to be her, the girl found out i was using her. It was REALLY BAD! i felt so bad so i started telling people the true story. Some were ashamed of me, they didn't wanna be my friend anymore. Some understood why i did it, and are still my friends..i know what i did was really awful and believe me, i payed for it GREATLY.

through all that trouble, i really learned a lot in my life, i earned and lost some great friends. But most importantly, i vowed never to do the same mistake twice.