just had another fight with him last night...what's wrong with our relationship? i found out that he has a fight with someone and i asked
him what is it about...he never answered. He changed his Facebook account password so
i can't open it...is he hiding something from me?? i don't know. Sometimes its really hard for me
to deal with him since we are both from different kind of families...i find it unfair to let go of the things
i usually do just to make him feel comfortable...but still, i do it because i want him around and i love him.
He really is the perfect guy for me but i want him to mature more...i hate it when he acts childish when we
argue i hate it when he makes fun of people. I hate it when he thinks shallow and i hate it when he do stupid things.
Don't get me wrong though, there are a lot of things that i love about him but the reason we argue, is because
he does things that i do not do so i get mad at him and he asks "why do you care? why are you defending them?"
sometimes i do remain quiet, but a lot of times i answer him back which results to another fight. I want our relationship to last, but i don't know if im handling this right anymore...there are times that i want to leave him, but it makes me think of the "what about after" moments...there is so much to tell about our relationship but i will post them soon. right now, i just want to write about what i feel since i have no one to talk to about this here....moments like this is what i miss about having my sister around...she always gives me great advices and always makes my day super! i doubt if we'll ever have that again since she already has her own life. I MISS YOU SISTER! :)
