Wednesday, September 15, 2010

my mom just asked me to move out of the house.


Don't worry, i won't disappoint your wishes mom. I will leave this house soon. You don't know how much i wanted to do that all my life. Just being around you makes my day bad...no, its not harsh, that really is how i feel.

I know time will come when i have to say goodbye to everyone. Im not getting any younger after all :)

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

my asshole brother

my brother is such an asshole. Not many of you guys know it but trust me, i've been living with him my whole life and he gets worse every day. He is the most selfish person in our family..heck he even is the most selfish person i know. When he was younger, my dad always gives him what he wants..maybe that's the reason why he's like this today. I find him funny really, he has this attitude na when he needs something from our parents..may it be money, or help, or something, he acts "mabait" to them. But if he doesn't need anything he acts like he has no parents..he doesn't even give time for them anymore. What kind of son is he? you guys tell me..He spent most of his years being dependent to our parents..even after finally graduating college.


San naman kayo nanakita ng anak na hindi tumutulong sa magulang? Yan si kuya. May trabaho na nga, ni makaoffer manlang na xa mag bayad ng water bill (which is like 100+ only) hindi nya magawa...daily routine nya dito is ganito: when he gets home from work, he sleeps then wakes up to prepare for work again, then leaves. pag off nya, u rarely see him home..he is either at his GF or somewhere else..wow diba? kung ganyan lang din pala sya, sana namuhay nalang sya mag isa..he should have moved out years ago and worried about his own god damn life..wala din naman sya pakinabang dito sa bahay..


whether he likes it or not..mom and dad are his parents....he has an obligation to them. di na bale kaming mga kapatid nya..basta kina mama lang sana. Madami syang sinusumbat kay dad bout what he wants to do but he never sees the bigger picture na how dad wants to help him lang naman. Nowadays, my brothers been very cold to my parents specially my dad, who's been giving him all that he wanted. Nako talaga..i don't know when my brother will wake up from this HELL that he's giving our family..sana lang makaramdam naman sya at hindi PURO SARILI and iniintindi nya.